My Karma

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Aamar Nijer Productions

C/o Aamar Nijer - My Own

12/3, Palm Avenue

Adi Ballygunge

Kolkata-700019

INDIA
 E-mail: korak_day@hotmail.com

aamar_nijer@hotmail.com
www.korakday.com

 

 

        AN AAMAR NIJER PRODUCTIONS’ presentation

 

 

A Short Feature Film
(A story of a sheep who gets a human life)

   Dialogue List

Priest:                   "Come son come, come to mother and sacrifice yourself, then in the next birth you

                               will have a better life, a human life. Come son don’t be slow!"

 

Anirban Mullik, that’s my name. Yes, I really wanted a change! You name it and I have it, everything.

But have I really got everything ?!

 

Mrs. Mullik:            "What, didn’t cut the cake yet? I told you papa wouldn’t come, I know him well"

Nila:                        "No, Nila."

Neha:                     "Mummy can I cut it?"

Mrs. Mullik:            "No, take the knife, now cut." ♫ Happy birthday to you ♪ .

 

Do you realize my crisis? I looked back to all I did. I am afraid. My fear is my future, if I continue like

 my past! I want a change.. but how? Impossible!! Will I ever come out of this? All I do is running-

behind-money money money and leave LIFE behind. Am I really rich? Rich over what??

 

Mrs. Mullik:            "You know Anirban, in these few years you have changed so much, you have no

time for anyone, busy busy busy. You don’t even have time to look at me, selfish!!"

 

Mrs. Mullik:            “I was going to your room, but you are here?”

Mr. Mullik:              “I have come, to look at you”

       

Nila:                        "Papa my birthday."

Mr. Mullik:              "I am sorry beta (child)."

Nila:                        "I am very angry with you."

Mr. Mullik:              "Nila cheer up."

Nila:                        "No papa I couldn’t celebrate my birthday yesterday."

Mr. Mullik:              "We will celebrate it today, at eight evening."

Nila:                        "Evening?"

Mr. Mullik:              "Evening 8’o’clock."

Nila:                        "Where?"

Mr. Mullik:              "Our favorite place."

Nila:                        "I don’t believe you will come papa."

          

Yes my wife goes for worshiping at the Kali temple every week, but I don’t believe in it. I don’t want

god ‘there’ somewhere! May be I don’t need god!! But if ‘she wants’ I don’t care. I will ‘never’ do that.

I have the feeling of what I want, I want.. I want.. what (being upset).. I don’t know it!!

Mr. Mullik:              "Oh my god, I am late again!"

 

Always the same, my American Dream, kept me sleeping ‘again’ over my reality! Nila was right. She

knew I wouldn’t come. Same old unloving-papa, uncaring papa!

 

I knew it: Nila and her mother would leave. Neha is the only person who accepts me as I am.

She ‘believes’ in me and if no one else, at least she is there waiting for me, always.

 

Mrs. Mullik:            “Oh lord, then how will I go to Kalighat then? Can’t you check it before?

Mrs. Mullik:            "Oh good you are going to play golf, can you drop me by the temple in kalighat?"

Mr. Mullik:              "I am already late."

Mr. Mullik:              "oh your car is bracken, Come then."

 

Going alone in this chaos! She can go another day. Dad always warned us against getting out of the

car, if by mistake we are in such places. “Beware son, of poor places, they can swallow you, poor

people are failures, don’t waste time on them”

 

Mr. Mullik:              "Let’s go back.. Let’s go back it’s madness here."

Mrs. Mullik:            "Today’s prayers can’t be done tomorrow!"

Mr. Mullik:              "But I have to go.. I have to."

Mrs. Mullik:            "Me too. And then who is asking to come along?"

 

But then I can’t leave her alone in this hell: why did I accept to give her a lift, she could have got her

car repaired and come by herself. I can’t step into that, I can’t. How can she be alone here?

 

It seems to be so dark and scary, what will I find here? I don’t believe those who say that the

source of light is in the darkness. “Beware son Kalighat can swallow you!”

 

Am I in the real world? This is not reality! This can’t be reality. I feel chocked in this place. I want to be

out of it. Am I? Can I? Should I?

 

All I do is complaining. They don’t seem to be doing that! Are they like me? Do they need the way I

need? Do they feel the same way as I feel?

 

What can I do for them? Nothing, I don’t know, I don’t have time for this. There are much more

important things to do for me. It’s my waste here! But how important those works are?

 

How long I have to bear this? I want to leave this place. But these people go through it all the time!

 

Poor people are failures, don’t waste time on them. Run away. Run away from here! Is this true? Is

this real? I never knew that “this” existed in “this” proportion in this world? I wonder why!! Help me!

No its not reality! It can’t be!!

 

Did I know only a part of the true reality? How can people survive like this? Why did my father

and everybody stop me from knowing this before? Why no body told me about all this before? May

be I never cared to know! Did all my life I knew only a “part” of the true reality of my earth? I can’t see

this anymore. I have lost all control over my brain! I can’t think, my brain doesn’t work!! But why

nobody does anything for them

 

Mr. Mullik:              "Hey you finish it and come by yourself. I can’t stand this anymore, I am going."

Mrs. Mullik:            "You won’t like to meet mother kali?"

 

Dead man:            "Human alive.. Human dead.. Have you been a human being yet?"

 

Mrs. Mullik:            "If you would have gone without meeting mother Kali, mother would have been

Mr. Mullik:              "Let’s go."                                                                                                       very upset."

 

Mrs. Mullik:            "What happened?"

Mr. Mullik:              "I want to do something for the destitute."

Mrs. Mullik:            "What will you do?"

Mr. Mullik:              "I don’t know."

Mrs. Mullik:            "The world is full of people like this, you have only seen this today, so what can  

                                you do for him, this is his karma."

Mr. Mullik:              "Then it’s my karma to help him now, it’s my karma".

 

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